Today I woke up for Christmas not as an excited child but as a single woman who fell asleep on my couch after the midnight candlelight service. I went in my room, turned on my music, and tried to fall back asleep. It did not work. I got out of bed and went into the kitchen to make some coffee. I sat on the couch with a perfect little breakfast of oatmeal with banana slices mixed in and my chocolate coffee. I read some Word and ate my breakfast.
I have laundry to do later this afternoon and then will go to church early evening. I wonder what Christmas will be like next year. I know that I will most likely not always be single for every Christmas. It is kind of a weird and exciting thought to think that I will have my own family to share it with someday.
For now I am content with my quiet apartment. In the future, I will be content pulling cinnamon rolls out of the oven while listening to my kids laugh.
Merry Christmas Victoria!!! We missed having you in the midst of our craziness and excitement with all your brothers. There were times I wish I could have been there sharing a cup of coffee with you looking at your pretty Christmas tree. I love you, Mom
ReplyDeleteHmm...I think Christmas this year will be quite a bit different. I love you :D
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